Baby you a song you make me wanna roll my windows down and CRUZ.......

Today I was driving into town (it's a 13 mile drive) and I happened to remember a comment made by someone once about driving without the music on... The point is so you can ponder on your thoughts.... Well today was a very interesting thought process, but it was exactly what I needed.... With all the stress from the wedding things have gotten to me a little and I have had a huge number of melt downs.... Well yesterday Cole and I were unpacking our new apartment and I had a melt down about every hour cause there is so much to do and I want it done by Friday so we come back to a nice tidy apartment after our honeymoon.... Well me being an emotional girl as it is has really struggled because since we got engaged it has been trip after trip.... Then family stuff.... Cole leaving for two weeks.... And moving.... I feel like we haven't even had time to breathe and it has been hard because I also have felt very unimportant during all this... We haven't had much time for us.... And I really need that time it may be selfish of me but I need the one on one focus a little lol..... So yesterday I hit that breaking point hence all the melt downs.... Well back to today and me driving.... I was thinking about all of that when the most random thought cane to my head.... When I was a little girl a Swiss Miss truck wrecked in front of my dads shop.... Well when a semi wrecks they get rid of the product... Well my dad was given a forever supply of Swiss Miss hot chocolate and pudding.... To the company it was damaged goods and they didn't want it.... But to my family it was awesome loads of free pudding come on who wouldn't want that.... So my thoughts after this was I know that I am not important to the majority of the population, but to my family I am extremely important just like the product wasn't important to the company but to my family it was awesome....  I know that was super random.... But I am so grateful for those random tender mercies that my Father in Heaven gives me and reminds me how much he and those around me that are close truly do love me... I am so blessed to be marrying my best friend for time and all eternity in 4 short days..... And even more blessed my amazing family and new family will be there with us celebrating :))) I love you all.....